Remember, God does not forgive us because we are worthy; he forgives us because of who he is.
God gives us what we need to lighten the load, the enemy gives us things to weigh us down. Condemnation crushs us under the weight of sin. Conviction is God simply asking if we want to agree with him so he can shoulder the burden.
My Confession: Because I love my sin, I find myself going down this road over and over, seemingly without change however, in faith, I trust that God is working.
I developed a love of my sin over time, perhaps it may take time to develop a hatred for that same sin.
Hatred for sin comes through continued agreement with God by confessing my sin every time I partake of it.
For sin, seizing the opportunity afforded by the commandment, deceived me, and through the commandment put me to death. So then, the law is holy, and the commandment is holy, righteous and good. Did that which is good, then, become death to me? By no means! But in order that sin might be recognized as sin, it produced death in me through what was good, so that through the commandment sin might become utterly sinful.1Ro 7:11-13 NIV
Revelation: That’s it! The reason I struggle is because the sin in my life is becoming utterly sinful –my love for sin is but to death by agreeing with God. Yes, I’m a sinner. No, I don’t deserve mercy. Yes, I need a savior.
My Prayers: Lord, thank you for dying on the cross in my place. Please forgive me; please give me a hatred for sin. Thank you for having mercy on me. Change my heart, my thoughts, and my ways.2Isa 55:7-13 NIV Let the wicked forsake his way and the evil man his thoughts. Let him turn to the LORD, and he will have mercy on him, and to our God, for he will freely pardon. “For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,” declares the LORD. “As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts. As the rain and the snow come down from heaven, and do not return to it without watering the earth and making it bud and flourish, so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater, so is my word that goes out from my mouth: It will not return to me empty, but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it. You will go out in joy and be led forth in peace; the mountains and hills will burst into song before you, and all the trees of the field will clap their hands. Instead of the thorn bush will grow the pine tree, and instead of briers the myrtle will grow. This will be for the LORD’s renown, for an everlasting sign, which will not be destroyed.” Transform me into your likeness.32Co 3:18 AV But we all, with open face beholding as in a glass the glory of the Lord, are changed into the same image from glory to glory, even as by the Spirit of the Lord.
Lord, I have struggled so long, this seems impossible, please give me the faith to believe again, with my lips I can say, “I do believe”, but my words ring hollow; please help me overcome my unbelief.4Mr 9:23-24 AV Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth. And straightway the father of the child cried out, and said with tears, Lord, I believe; help thou mine unbelief.
My word for today is that what may be impossible for me is not impossible for you God!5Mt 19:26 NIV Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”6Mr 10:27 NIV Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but not with God; all things are possible with God.”7Lu 1:37 NIV “For nothing is impossible with God.” Please open my eyes that I can see you at work and be encouraged.82Ki 6:17 NIV And Elisha prayed, “O LORD, open his eyes so that he may see.” Then the LORD opened the servant’s eyes, and he looked and saw the hills full of horses and chariots of fire all round Elisha.
If I spend an hour or two a week devoted to God, 99% of my time is away from God.
Considering the math, do I really believe spending 100% of eternity with God is a good idea?
Does how I spend my time reveal that an eternity without God would be a better fit?
My Prayer: Lord, thank you for inviting me into your presence. Please teach me to delight in You and give me the desire and will to spend more and more time with You. 9 Ps 37:4 AV Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart. Thank you for making a way when there was no way. 2 Joh 3:16-17 AV For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved. Thank you for the grace to respond to your call. Thank you that, unlike me, You are open to relationship 24/7; please make me more like You. 3 2Tim 2:13 ESV If we are faithless, He remains faithful, for He cannot disown Himself. I humble myself before you; with thanksgiving I praise your Holy name!
“Fits of anger generate an illusion that we are strong, simply because it feels like strength; it’s not, it’s actually a terrible weakness.” – David Kupelian, How Evil Works (Paraphrased)
Anytime we ally with the enemy we’re partnering with weakness; how different life would be if we could recognize such a truth.
Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be complete, lacking in nothing.4James 1:2-4 ESV
Points to ponder:
Is temptation not a trial?
Not succumbing to temptation, is that not a test of our faith?
If we do fail, does repentance not also test our faith?
At the moment of conviction, are we not positioned to be set free from the bondage of the enemy through confession and agreement with God?21Jo 1:9 AV If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.
Is not faith required for us to come boldly into the presence of God?3Heb 4:16 AV Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in the time of need.
Is it possible that no matter the outcome, if we remain in relationship with God, we are on the road to steadfastness?4Ro 8:28 AV And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are called according to his purpose.
Can we have a greater hope; is this not the hope of the gospel?52Tim 1:8-12 NIV So do not be ashamed to testify about our Lord, or ashamed of me his prisoner. But join with me in suffering for the gospel, by the power of God, who has saved us and called us to a holy life—not because of anything we have done but because of his own purpose and grace. This grace was given us in Christ Jesus before the beginning of time, but it has now been revealed through the appearing of our Savior, Christ Jesus, who has destroyed death and has brought life and immortality to light through the gospel. And of this gospel I was appointed a herald and an apostle and a teacher. That is why I am suffering as I am. Yet I am not ashamed, because I know whom I have believed, and am convinced that he is able to guard what I have entrusted to him for that day.
My Prayer: Thank you God for loving us unconditionally. Thank you for providing us the way back to unbroken relationship with you. Thank you for the grace to respond to your calling. We are so richly blessed by you! Amen.